5 1/2 more days, sian.. was reading mr alexx's blog abt PSC, suddenlly thinking alot abt my past. tears almost droping.. thinking abt how i undergo this PSC course.. really feel like crying.. because of this course, i become a person with emotion.. it's a good thing actually.. but thinking abt it, it also affected me now.. sadness, lonelyness, thinking of someone.. i may found back my fighting sprite, but i am still looking for myself.. the strength i had when i fought for SEI within 3 days.. i just could't find back that strength.. things happen recently had bring me down.. i am just lost.. 为爱而战，成为爱而死。为爱希牲，为爱流泪，为她而战，她不知情，我以心碎，何时平息？my chinese need to improve on.. haiz.. but don't know why i just want to express it out.. i keep it to myself for too long.. i update later at nite ba..
haha, second part of the blog liao.. haha.. really bo liao lor.. nothing to do.. 1 asked me out tml for a drink, but cannot drink.. 1 ask me out for dinner, scare move too much wound crack again.. AH!!!! sian.. what to do.. suddenlly listening to my fav song.. haiz.. not again, nvm.. soon will get used to it de.. got ppl say i always complain in my blog.. haha. true lor, cos, only can complain this way mah.. can't find a good listening ears also..just have to type out lor..