today is a boring day to me.. lifeless, can't go out also.. and last nite heard somthing that, i completly no mood also.. haiz.. don't know why like that.. am i that bad? why i can't compare to him? haiz.. went for surgery yeasterday, and today my wound crack.. have to go back to hospital to restitch.. sian.. dame pain lor.. haiz.. 8 days MC, cannot go out.. sian.. i want to die.. sorry to my NTI's bro and sis, i can fight for the time being. don't worry, i will be BACK and see you all at the top man.SEE YOU GUYS AT "FEN SHENG BAN". maybe, i just have to concertrat on my biz first, and hope she will consider ba.. haiz.. now alone at home, keep thinking of things.. can't even go out and keep myself busy.. for 8 days living hell.. lucky today christaina quite free and msging me lo, heng got ju ming around in msn wor.. haha.. thanks.. and yin jia.. haha.. haiz.. althought now is sadness.. but seeing friends around me, being with me when i am down.. thanks.. but i still ---- her.. haiz.. these 8 days i will be dame sian wor.. if can, must visit me wor. my sisters.. ai ya, u all stay jurong de.. comfirm too lazy to cum.. haha.. nvm.. feel free to chat with me wor.. RYAN, remember what we want at end of this mth.. i actually don't want to win you de wor.. pls, don't let me win you.. haha.. go ahead and made more money than me.. :)