the lazy bloger is back.. haiz.. dame sian.. the idea team i used to be in is no longer what i wanted to be in anymore.. i am not needed in the team anymore.. sian.. 东家不打，打西家巴. i want to change to a new environment where i can really contribute. just dont like the feeling of been extra. spending time sitting doing nothing and even if i tried to contribute, the idea nothing will be accept anyway. might as well leave and find a better place for me.

anyway, i just miss New Zealand too much.. i like the weather there.. i don't mind travel there once a year or so.