i miss my target for this mth again yet again. good things have not shine on my side yet. or maybe i am too lazy. totally no mood to think of playing now, but still keep pushing me to go tioman. it's not that i don't want to go. it's just that i don't wish to waset time anymore.. for my furture, for my life, for my goals. not much of results cuming yet. recent stock crash which is somthing very interesting happening right now.

have to rush projects, hope that after common test there won't be any projects coming and really let me fight all i want at least let me have a better next half year ba. still considering abt the trip, no point going and worrying things here.. i rather stay put and fight.