cypher-jimmy

2009-11-27T20:18:00.002+08:00

Yes, Stand up and back on track. carrer is my only forcus. will never beliver true love between bgr. if i will accept another 1 or nt? maybe yes. but will never make another mistake again. the first 1 is a mistake. i should't even start off with her. this is my biggest regret in my life. she is just a firlt, just that i make myself to accept this fact. so will never go for anyone who don't meet my requirements. hehe.. Biz is starting to have results. hehe.. jia you jia you zai jia you. !!!

2009-11-15T17:20:00.002+08:00

finally, able to kick the habit off le. YES, except now got smoke on and off.. lol.. opps, not 100% successful. at least i won't be temp to smoke.

Even i do hope for the day she willing to give me that phase i hoping for. but at least for now, i can do what i can for her. at least let her live better. at least i can do things within my power for her even thought i can be like last time the way i love her and care for her. maybe she is the only 1 right for me, or maybe there are someone who is around for me. i Don't know, at least for now is for her.

Biz seem to be a good start. I will make this 1st come back a good start to fufill our dreams. have been changing myself to a better life style and also hoping to commit in drangon boat. i like the physical activities. :)

In order for a big come back, i need a larger capital hope i am able to rise that capital to clear everything once and for all. and really live with style.

2009-10-31T11:15:00.002+08:00

YES!!! New Record. 4 days never smoke le.. haha... broke my 1 day 10 hrs record. 12 more hours to 5th day. :)

Starting my life afresh, got to keep doing and change all the unpleasent things. my outlook cos always look so tired and slack lol... however Love is something i am really lost. What should i do?

these few days i really had sleepless nights which i also don't know why. maybe too many things in mind le ba, last night i can actually slp quite well.. hum.. somehow got think of her. but haiz, NVM, i can do it. i can like her in anyother way de. Forcus on Biz, and Play ba. I will fight back for what it's for me. i will treasure them and charies what i have.

2009-10-17T13:39:00.002+08:00

Hi, i am back.. ORD lor!!!! haha.. interesting 2 years. ups and downs. i am back to start my life again. i feel like living back to my teenage life again even now i am quite old le. but just to enjoy abit of teenage life. life is full of choises, which way will i go? hum... will be interesting. :) my children 52nd i miss you guys. met venassa last night. wonder how much have you guys change.

30/07/07

2007-07-30T04:06:00.000+08:00

hi, was very boring so writing my blog at this time 0400hrs.. hehe.. was thinking of going overseas but, my enlistment letter comes.. haiz.. my trips are all gone.. lol.. guess what.. i played with m16, sar21.. but now i end up in police force.. haiz.. can't imagin my life there.. well, i am geeting to my new phase of life.. thinking of starting a family.. haha.. how on earth i end up with this thinking.. i also don't know.. and ofcourse, thinking of ways to do my own business too :) too many ways to think of.. but well, a good thing is i have achieved what i want for myself most of it leh.. never expect to did it so fast and all thanks to my company created my dreams so fast and it's time to move on to next step.. owning of property in singapore.. hopfully my bidding in malaysia goes well :) enlisting soon le.. will have little chances to do what i want..and now i just want to help my brothers who has trusted me and follow me now.. and spend time with my girl.. haha..

13/06/07

2007-06-14T02:28:00.000+08:00

yes!! i always think that i am going to take more than 10 years to hit the million table.. now i could did it in a year.. finally, my dreams is fufilling 1 by 1.. haiz.. now wondering when my enlistment is.. waiting after waiting.. this should be one of my greatest year in my life.. never even think of going overseas once a year.. now i am thinking of going any country at my own will .. finally have such a feeling.. going to china in sept le.. hehe.. this mth, never go Hong Kong, next mth going to genting le.. now wanting to learn options tarding and forex trading.. life is full of learning.. friends around me are getting married.. haiz.. it's gd to grow up wit more responsibiities.. now going for my next level of my carrer.. hehe..

i am back

2007-04-15T12:53:00.000+08:00

back from 53rd CLT course le.. hehe.. first time as CLT OIC for such courses under HQ.. hehe.. just a special thanks to all instructors and the new 53rd CLTs.. yeah.. seeing them passing out and seeing my unit cadets from part A to CLT really make me feel good. at least, my NCC life is quite fuillting watching my man grow up.. hehe.. yeah>> EAST got 2 out of top 3 awards again.. ALL the way EAST!!! now back to work le..

1/04/07

2007-04-01T17:48:00.000+08:00

afew mths pass just like that.. going to NS soon.. hehe.. more and more worries, my career and my darling.. hehe.. can't keep thinking what life would be in NS without her around.. lol.. surprised to see friends to see my blog.. i am sorry to those who who view me but i seldom update my blog.. haha.. suddenlly forgot my password.. haha..

8/01/07

2007-01-11T12:27:00.000+08:00

finally, 1 level up.. manager le.. but not really happy at all. some how feeling lost and miss my agent days.. lol.. but income is gd.. lol.. at least enough to support my family le.. yeah.. my dream car is getting near.. but still have to settel my licence first.. haiz..

30/12/2006

2006-12-30T02:05:00.000+08:00

sorry everyone.. hehe.. it was 6 mths ago i last update my blog.. hehe.. really almost forget abt it.. these past 6 mths has been really exciting moment in my life.. And also found a ger who i actually love her alot.. hehe.. i came back from Taiwan last mth with a really bad cought until now.. been in the 52nd intake CLT course as a PC really let me see alot of things.. seeing those cadets i used to see like monkeys and some who i ever scolded before from a kid grow up to become ladies and genterman. to become a real man.. lol.. it's like watching them grow up like a children.. for me, still the same, coughting as usal always feling ill.. but the only different is got someone to shower me with love.. hehe..

27/06/06

2006-06-27T15:55:00.000+08:00

was't happy with these days.. falling ill and now still coughing.. (like mad) flu, as usally.. sian.. my 2 weeks break did not perform well enough.. and infact looks worse.. haiz.. where have all my dreams gone? will i really make it in this line? should i persis on? things in front of me seem blur.. my direction seem lost..

12/06/06

2006-06-19T20:17:00.000+08:00

this morning wake up feel abit uneasy.. then until at night then found out i got fever 37.9.. haha.. sian sia.. now very tired.. lol..

09/07/06

2006-06-09T22:06:00.000+08:00

Been busy with my job outside and recently into stock market.. just as expected, today STI will recover.. YES!! looks like i am going into market soon.. i think i should be ready soon.. EDT cuming le.. i must fight!! i must prove to someone that i am somebody here, but i don't want anything in return.. i only want to prove myself and best of all i can get back to my property business soon.

23/05/06

2006-05-23T16:39:00.000+08:00

i miss my target for this mth again yet again. good things have not shine on my side yet. or maybe i am too lazy. totally no mood to think of playing now, but still keep pushing me to go tioman. it's not that i don't want to go. it's just that i don't wish to waset time anymore.. for my furture, for my life, for my goals. not much of results cuming yet. recent stock crash which is somthing very interesting happening right now.

have to rush projects, hope that after common test there won't be any projects coming and really let me fight all i want at least let me have a better next half year ba. still considering abt the trip, no point going and worrying things here.. i rather stay put and fight.

04/05/06

2006-05-04T23:58:00.000+08:00

today after lessons went to bedok to settle my bedok flyers, and went to enous to give flyers. just nice got ppl asked me and got 1 wanting to sell his property.. yeah!! hope he will call me and get a listing there.. hehe.. have to follow up on my changi codo.. hehe.. reaching my goal soon.. i must fight to the end and hopfully breaking in privite property and expand to overseas soon.. hehe...

28/04/06

2006-04-29T11:32:00.000+08:00

today went to lene's place to watch FD3.. not really interesting anyway.. compare to hills have eyes.. hehe.. now i am in a diffcult position having to spend time on 2 sides.. and worst still. i don't have time for door knocking.. and only can give flyers in mid-night. my bedok flyer ger very blur.. bo bian... hope she will get to know that place better in time for my next "bombing" hehe.. i must tell myself to have at least 3 new property listings in may and close 1 in june. i must do it, i will do it, and i will make it!!!

25/04/06

2006-04-25T00:36:00.001+08:00

haiz.. was bad.. having bad cough.. and coughing for afew days liao. haiz.. things got builted up andnow down to sickness.. am i really that unlucky or must i really wait until 23 then my wealth will come in. No!! i have to beat the fate.. i can't wait until 23. i have to make it now.. too many ppl around me need my help..

right now will just have to ingnore my illness and keep on fighting.. i can't let those ppl who trust me down.. second day of sch le. got a course on investment in stock market.. haha.. interesting sia.. never went to slp.. so fun.. reach home le check on the stock market.. hehe.. soon to put money into it le.. haha..

25/04/06

2006-04-25T00:36:00.000+08:00

14/04/06

2006-04-15T00:33:00.000+08:00

today is jun jie's birthday, follow by wee wah, and yvonne's bday(24th) hehe.. all in the sam mth.. anyway.. these few days are abit busy, and some days i am just too free.. haiz.. really sian for not beeen busy.. still miss those days of going home at mid night and that's really me.. just now, went to see my friendster i am just too free that's why.. and saw new testi in.. thanks yvonne for that. hw to forget the water incident.. and your chinese abit.. hehe..

some of the things are not going smoothly as i though, lost few clients but, failure will only make me stronger. so cos of losing afew clients, i decide to do more areas at a time.. going to have a presentation at tampines le.. hehe.. will fight hard and never give up my million table goal..

9/04/06

2006-04-09T11:14:00.000+08:00

yesterday was alright.. but i was too tired and keep feel like sleeping during the day and while making calls. from jurong to bt.panjang then to tampines.. then went home from there.. sadly, i can't sever my buyer and today.. they also never reply my msg send to them yesterday.. NCC has really affect my job and now relaised that, it's not easy at all. will arrange more time in my work and no more playing in this vacation liao.. no point affecting myself so much and time to get myself stable in hougang. and ofcourse in EGA.

1/04/06

2006-04-01T02:37:00.000+08:00

haha.. today is april fool day and also CLTs day if some of you don't know.. lol.. doing well in propnex.. yeah.. haha... get to know more agents and they are real nice ppl and many interesting things happen. my boss, haha.. she is very funny, suddenlly very serious.. then out of sudden crack jokes and we making fun of each other in the car, with hui qin, yu qing and jasmine.. lol.. din you.. haha.. indirectly saying she sell oil.. lol.. i am din chow.. say i am a crown.. haha.. making fun of venus every now and then.. say she only know how to use PIE.. but hor, today surprise le.. got 1 trip never use PIE.. haha.. was having fun.. and i got a shared listing with yu qing.. feel thankful to her for asking me to share this property listing.. will bring in gd news and do it nicely.

today i had a supper with my GAD bros and sisters and actually we had some problem with other network, but all been solved.. all thanks to our big boss.. haha.. had a fun time.. and xiao qian talked to me and really. this 2 things happens today and really burn me.. i must built a much bigger network than them and stronger than them.. i must beat them flat.. i only know i won't fail and success is the only thing that will only enter my mind.

2006-03-25T21:13:00.000+08:00

finally afframation is over. but affect my career alot today man.. lol.. lucky my com set don't have problem. if not, PA will have problem with me liao.. lol.. everything goes on well.. saw afew of my friends.. working together and worse part is, some ppl know me, but i don't know them. jia lad.. haha..

19/03/06

2006-03-19T23:28:00.000+08:00

just came back from my ADC 3 days ago.. was a fun camp to me.. hehe.. finally can no need scold ppl in a camp le.. haha.. but still got ppl cry.. LOL... i was assigned to a very interesting paltoon, with a group of special cadets in my section. best part of the camp. in my 9 years of service.. first time cadet split water at me.. haha..

finally challange quest has over.. and we WON.. haha... yes!! EAST has win the quest, EAST has win the quest.. we win again.. haha..

27/02/06

2006-02-27T21:34:00.000+08:00

a sad case, people who can't take perssure or give up will tend to say they are out, they are a free man.. haha.. seeing how stupid they are.. they are just LOSERS and claim to be a free man.. no one in this world is free.. we have things to be tied down.. be it anyone.. onlt the dead are free man..

today actually out of sudden, talking abt income.. and ofcourse, positive people like will only go for at least 10k a mth is a n idea income.. and ppl said no point talking to me.. know why, they only think of 1.8k+.. well, they belong to the 95% of the world who are poor and feeding pouplation.. it's a waset of my time sharing my views with them anyway.. i rather stick to friends who are open minded able to think far aim high to share my views with.. they are the 1 who will guide me though and encourage me to fight for what i want.. and not people who just ask me to start working first (stupid idea). lol..

i am going back to the battlefield again.. thinking of joining property film which will increase the chances of getting close to my dreams and increase my expirance.. new challanges are coming towards me.. i will face it all and will never say die.. i know i have the whole og GAD team to support me behind me..

03/02/06

2006-02-03T22:35:00.000+08:00

the lazy bloger is back.. haiz.. dame sian.. the idea team i used to be in is no longer what i wanted to be in anymore.. i am not needed in the team anymore.. sian.. 东家不打，打西家巴. i want to change to a new environment where i can really contribute. just dont like the feeling of been extra. spending time sitting doing nothing and even if i tried to contribute, the idea nothing will be accept anyway. might as well leave and find a better place for me.

anyway, i just miss New Zealand too much.. i like the weather there.. i don't mind travel there once a year or so.

26/01/06

2006-01-27T08:53:00.000+08:00

back from New zealand, haiz.. i just love that place.. come back hate the weather here, so hot.. dame.. and my pimples!! arh!!! at there my pimples almost all dry up lor, so nice.. but now seem to start poping out again.. sian..haha.. back to action in projects and exams is coming.. sian.. i might not make it this sem.. haiz.. i just skip too many lesson liao.. anyway, New Zealand's trip was good, nice view of auckland city. wish to go back there and really do shopping.. lol.. so shock lor.. so many things i want to buy.. haha..however, without the wonderful group of people going, our trip won't be that great :) we got alot of interesting people around and really make our day there..

10/01/06

2006-01-10T14:36:00.000+08:00

finally got the mood to clean up my room.. haha.. aleast can have more space to move about in my room le.. lol.. can't see the different after cleaning up though.. but should be doing more cleaning later ba.. see my mood lo.. lol.. haha.. yes!!! 3 more days to my NZ trip.. but also a long period of time to rest from the fight.. even i might not be able to go Malaysia market.. but i still want to fight for a place there.. hehe.. got a % of turn over.. why not.. hehe..

07/01/06

2006-01-07T01:16:00.000+08:00

this morning i work up, saw my grandma in pain.. think she fell and can move.. haiz.. then my uncle fecth her to see doctor.. then my auntie visit her at night.. then know i going oversea, ahe gave me $50 for my trip.. blur sia.. so i blur blur take it lor.. lol..haiz.. i have yet to done my packing for my new zealand trip.. sian.. my room is in a big mess sia.. too lazy to tidy them up.. so sian..

2005-12-30T12:28:00.000+08:00

haha.. recently too lazy to blog.. i went to fisherman villange on chrismas eve to count down.. got drunk there lol.. also don't know how i got drunk drink quite less that time.. got a boring christmas.. never went out.. sian.. nothing to do and thinking of studying for my common test and thinking about my New Zendland trip.. today just came back from HQ for the New Zenland meeting, haiz.. after the trip must hand up and 3000 words report.. never in my whole life wrote up to 3000 words sia.. die man.. recently downloaded saw and saw 2 movie.. hehe.. quite a nice show even like without a ending like that 1.. 2 days ago went to clack quey for a dinner with some of the OCCs Teachers.. jialat sia me, down there also don't know what to talk about also.. hehe.. the best day was actually the gathering with some of my sec sch classmates.. almost 2 years we last met.. at home going to grow webs liao wor.. so sian.. study also no mood sia.. end up reading sun zi's art of war..

22/12/05

2005-12-22T17:21:00.000+08:00

haha.. just recived a call and jumping happy sia.. LOL.. seleted to go EX Thunder Warior.. yeah!! haha.. so happy.. get to go New Zeland.. haha.. yeah... haiz.. recently very sian.. nothing to do and no mood to study..

16/12/05

2005-12-16T22:24:00.000+08:00

finally get to blog again, was too busy and sometime lazy to blog.. i rather do somthing better than this :) hehe.. well... thankfully i got someone to guide me and in fact, hold onto me and motivate me.. reminding me me dreams and goals.. I AM BACK TO ACTION!! builting up my activities.. actually was almost had a feeling of withdraw from my poly course.. haha.. well because of 1 lecture abt propety marketing, which let me relaise that this dipolma can help me in what i want to do next time can actually help me to be a propety agent with examption from 1 of the exams.. yeah.. no way i will think of withdraw from course liao.. haha... 1 sentance that actually pull me back.. "HEY!, you are jimmy le, surely you are not that easy to fall what?" Fxxx man, true lor.. how can i give up on things that i know i can make it, it's just that it's not time yet.. really wish to have friends to be with me to move on with me.. even though right now i do not have close friends who i know for quite long to work with me.

9/12/05

2005-12-10T00:04:00.000+08:00

hi, was too busy to update my blog and some day are too tired and maybe too lazy.. haha.. well alot of things happen and mostly were unpleasent things.. from my birthday onwards, nothing goes well.. if this is fated, i will fight to to the end to go against fate.. i only belive 人定胜天 things may goes wrong but i will make it right.. and do it right..

19/11/05

2005-11-20T00:36:00.000+08:00

today slp like pig sia.. 1200 then wake up.. sian.. then meet wei lun's gang up for dinner.. then played dota.. na bei.. i very lousy sia.. sian 1/2.. then got back home only now.. sian.. want to slp some more.. abit feel like quiting my course in poly le.. sian.. anyway, just go on lor.. i still want to try out property agent career yeah :)

18/11/05

2005-11-18T22:47:00.000+08:00

just come back from OCC course.. wow.. great.. it has end and i almost forget that i still need to go to sch.. lol.. these pass week alot of things happed.. kanna screw ect.. runing up and down.. haiz.. and carry things around.. anyway.. get to know the other side of teachers.. lol.. haha..

11/11/05

2005-11-11T22:22:00.000+08:00

today i was late for lesson until i was mark absent.. na bei, that's not that bad.. i only said i am not free to get my laptop repair only.. and that lecturer don't belive then ok lor.. i told him what i am doing then guess what he said.. i can always do it after my poly.. i will Fxxx him for that man.. na bei.. no wonder he can only be a small fly worker only.. ccb.. stupid sia.. hack care abt him lar.. nabei.. so too lan abt that lor.. feel like punching him..

7/11/05

2005-11-08T01:41:00.000+08:00

has been afew days i last blog.. cool.. was too busy and tired to blog.. got myself into OCC and skiping lessons just to help out.. hehe.. and went to city havest on sat.. and then watch a movie at 1.30am all the way until today.. went to camp until 1pm and then rush to sch to take my last lesson and apply for thunder warrior.. yeah!! sch approved le.. lol..was happly busy now..

3/11/05

2005-11-03T19:28:00.000+08:00

today went to bugis for SDM.. lol.. got another $100 as bonus.. hahha.. but not the amount i aiming for.. haiz.. sian.. this mth we aiming doubble of our achievement last mth.. but i am ging to aim for 400% of what i get last mth.. lol.. that will be more challanging man.. haha.. i got no time to waset and feel down.. it was my mistake to forcus on other things afew mths ago.. i have to put everything aside and go all the way for now.. i know i have a group of bros always with me fighting with me.. we won't and never give up..

1/11/05

2005-11-02T07:22:00.000+08:00

what a nice day.. playing vollyball at santosa.. haha.. and got sun burn in the end.. haiz.. now still very pain lor.. sian.. was too busy with my business during the holidays.. there's no time to lose.. i can only have career in my mind now and nothing else.. i have found 2 platform for my own business liao.. haha.. my dream is getting closer.. :) yeah..

31/10/05

2005-11-02T07:19:00.000+08:00

1st day of my year 2 2nd sem.. haiz.. sian.. haha.. having lunch with lene, jm, and shi wei.. lol.. just could't wait for the evening dinner at mechant court.. haha.. dame nice lor.. eat until almost cannot walk then went to a pub to drink until 2am.. what a great day.. haha..

30/10/05

2005-11-02T07:16:00.000+08:00

good and tiring day man. haha.. was at a seminer.. power sia.. dame nice.. won't tell what topic.. it's very good can le.. want to know.. find out from me know lor.. lol.. and that's all only lor.. cos it's a whole day seminer.. haha..

27/10/05

2005-10-28T00:39:00.000+08:00

yo.. yes.. today is another busy.. thinking about it.. oh ya.. miss my lunch and dinner today.. sian.. too busy le.. haha.. but happy been busy lor.. haha. been busy working for my furture.. i have seen my furture in 3 years time.. it's time to plan somthing BIG.. yeah.. :)

26/10/05

2005-10-26T20:08:00.000+08:00

today went to range again.. haha.. first thing step in.. kanna sabo range IC.. thanks arr.. haha.. IC until sian liao.. haha.. actually i rather give others a chance.. nvm, the range abit sian also.. all sea cadets and only 1 unit from EAST only.. lol.. then today also don't know why.. eat and eat until my stomac bloted liao.. hahaha.. it's not that i don't eat that's why skinny, it's just that i eat liao still like this lor.. haiz.. sian.. then we get to shoot.. haha.. 17 rounds, i scored full marks.. 17/17.. yeah..still have not lost touch yet.. hehe.. but xj don't belive i full marks.. haiz.. i got 6 round overlap lor.. haha.. see my marksmanship not play play de wor.. haha..

25/10/05

2005-10-25T22:17:00.000+08:00

today went to teach my cousin maths.. haiz.. dame sian.. then make my way to HQ for range.. haha.. got someone scare of the sound and end up still can score 7 out of 10.. lol.. was laughting and joking all the way.. lol.. about many more things lar.. haha..

23/10/05

2005-10-25T22:14:00.000+08:00

wow.. was having our SDM in the morning and seem good.. then went to marina south to have lunch.. lol.. yeah.. quite a nice day.. and i am left with 6 days to fight..that's all ba.. actually nothing much to say anyway.. haha..

22/10/05

2005-10-22T23:44:00.000+08:00

just now was great.. went to have dinner with zhi han and kent.. haha.. is kent's birthday coming le.. so treat him lor.. intend to was movie de.. but kent have to go home early.. too bad.. then walk around lor.. too bad coffee bean closed le.. sian.. then wanted to go K box until 3 am but haha.. zhi han low buget, cos we treat kent a good dinner.. lol.. bo bian.. then go home lor.. sian.. too bad cannot stay until tml.. haha.. anyway, tml morning got meeting.. haiz.. bo bian..

21/10/05

2005-10-22T23:40:00.000+08:00

well, was an interesting day.. haha.. went to teach cousin maths.. haiz.. then went home and get ready to go for a BBQ, but turn out to be different thing before the BBQ.. so have to go off right before BBQ.. sian.. nvm, met some friends at pasir ris to have a drink a fisherman village.. lol.. never expect will drink beer.. hehe.. too bad.. never prepard to treat everything lor.. hehe.. abit pai seh lor..then reach home at about 3am ba..

19/10/05

2005-10-20T00:23:00.000+08:00

haha.. today was a wonderful day.. haha.. went out to watch movie and have dinner with friends.. yeah.. then actually nothing much lor.. but a good day to fill up my day..

17/10/05

2005-10-18T00:27:00.000+08:00

haiz.. as normal.. i hate monday!!! haiz.. end up go play billard.. sian.. lol.. also don't know why i do that.. hehe.. recived a call and i don't like that news.. sian.. haiz.. have to fnd ways to over lap it liao.. sian.. tml have to wake up early .. NB.. sian..

16/10/05

2005-10-17T12:02:00.000+08:00

sian.. sunday should be very busy de.. but end up very free.. sian.. whole day watch VCD, eat and sleep.. haiz.. hate this kind of life.. life should be more busy doing things for my furture.. count down 5 mth 2 weeks more to a dead line i set for myself.. i got no time to lose.. haiz.. if only got people to be around me to support me and with me..

15/10/05

2005-10-16T18:49:00.000+08:00

haha.. same thing bloging 2 days things in a day.. was too busy liao.. lol... have to wake up early for SDM haha.. reach company at 1015 lor.. have to wait for 1 hour for everyone to reach.. haiz.. i am too early liao.. bo bian.. then went for lunch after which was been update about our coming up project.. yes.. it's really dame good man.. lol.. got chance tell my friends more about it liao.. hehehe... then i went to maraina square. saw mao shun then we had a game of billard.. lol.. then went back to company and mr melvin talked to me about somthing lor.. hehe.. then go for dinner at 10 plus lor.. then reach home at about 12 ba.. sian..

14/10/05

2005-10-15T01:05:00.000+08:00

today morning i was mad like hell man.. father 0600 knock on my door wake me up.. WTH.. 0700 grandma wake me up.. 0730 my uncle wake me up.. all siao 1 leh.. kao.. 8plus go there also consider early lor can.. na bei.. then 8pm got appt.. yeah.. i did it.. hehe.. wee... should earn total of $900+ this week.. yeah.. 1 wish clear.. yeah.. :) then rush to company, my friend fly me aeroplane.. haiz.. sian.. nvm, mr gary send me home.. hehe.. then watch VCD lor.. sian mah too hyper liao.. haha.. go to slp liao la.. bobian.. tml morning SDM.. yeah..

13/10/05

2005-10-13T23:13:00.000+08:00

today huh.. wake up at 0700 then fall aslp until 0900.. siao liao.. forget to go uncle hus to give tution.. lol.. heng still got some time for me to be there to help out.. lol.. then went to my sch there the mac.. haha.. met my cousin.. then rush to company lor.. actually went home early lor.. at home nothing much to do lei.. haiz.. tml only at night busy only.. siao liao.. afternoon don't know how leh.. how huh?

12/10/05

2005-10-13T00:53:00.000+08:00

today was still ok.. but i have to slp for 12 hour like that to recover lor.. sian.. wake up at 12 noon.. lol.. then was busy in company until 5plus ba.. then meet zhi xiong up for billard then play pool.. haiz.. dame bo liao.. then just reach home only.. still hyper lor.. maybe slp for 12 hours liao ba.. haha..

11/10/05

2005-10-13T00:29:00.000+08:00

haha.. i was dame freaking tired man.. that's why only today then start to blog.. lol.. did not really slp the night before lor.. about 4-5 like that then slp. the best part is.. i have to go to my uncle house at 0830 to give my cousin tution lor.. sian.. ZZzz.. then from sengkang leaving for bugis to have lunch with jeffrey, ryan and mr melvin having shanghai "diam sim". wow.. power man.. haha.. but not really full lor.. nvm, then watch movie "40 year old vigin" lol dame funny.. but we pan seh ryan.. bleh.. M18 show mah.. haha.. bye rayn. hehe.. he go play bball mah.. hehe.. opps.. sorry to those under 18.. hehe..the nall the way busy until 12plus like that..

10/10/05

2005-10-10T23:03:00.000+08:00

sian lar... i hate monday man.. no chance to be busy.. sian.. just trim my hair liao.. haha.. tml will be busy man.. haha.. i love to be busy.. ok lar.. today got abit of think abt "things" lor.. that's why i hate not to be busy.. i want to expand business soon lor.. so that i can be more busy and fulfill my dreams early.. i als don't know what to say lor.. haiz.. listening to that song also make me think abt "her" this week will be even more busy le.. yes!! i really want to start my very own company soon..

09/10/05

2005-10-10T03:08:00.000+08:00

was kind of tired today, always reach home at 1 plus at night.. went to my company's feng sheng ban. heard alot of touching stories behind success.. finally it came to an end and met wee hong for a drink at fisherman's village. drank until 2am ba.. then took a cab home and fall aslp liao.. haha.. every day like that.. it's good also lor.. at least won't kind of think too much of unhappiness and keeping myself busy until tired out or drunk living pass day by day lo..

8/10/05

2005-10-09T01:13:00.000+08:00

today slp for around 1h ba.. haha.. 0730-0830like that lo.. then went to the coffee near my house for breakfast with zhi xiong and chris.. haha.. best breakfast i ever had since the past 2-3 mths ba.. lol.. bo bian after mahjong watch VCD until morning.. haha.. after that they go hougang centra and i take a bus to my company to watch another movie.. wow motivating sia.. no matter how hard i fall, i won't give up.. including "you"(maybe u know who u are). then tried to slp in the afternoon to recove from last night lor.. down to cought and cold also.. sian.. wait until 10pm we had a SDM and also a time to reflect back my past also.. then finally saw the managers working on tml's event.. i WANT to be a manager!!! soon liao.. bros, see you guys at the top..

7/10/05

2005-10-07T23:50:00.000+08:00

haha.. today is great man, met shi xing and his friends together have lunch at temakes tower.. wow.. the pasta is great.. lol.. then went to ryan's house for his birthday and then meet zhi xing and chris at my house dry swim.. lol.. too long never play mahjong liao.. yeah.. now still playing lor.. haha.. cya.. going to win some pocket money liao.. lol..

6/10/05

2005-10-06T22:54:00.000+08:00

today wake up at 0730 to go uncle hus teach zhi yong english.. sian.. then went to marina parade.. guess what.. met yvonne at sengkang sia.. haha.. hair change colour liao wor.. haha.. quite some time never see you liao.. hum.. then go to my company.. waiting for ryan.. then start to have headach.. wa kao.. sian.. now still pain.. NA BEI!!! headach ah!!.. then actually think of a name.. hehe.. "天尊"? how does this sound? guess what is this name is for? lol.. haha.. I want to break out from onmiscient fast.. lol.. 3 mths ba? haha..

5/10/05

2005-10-05T23:02:00.000+08:00

today is the worse day after my MC. at home for quite some time. NO, it's whole day.. cannot sia.. i want to get busy and go home at mid-night.. lol.. that's the way man.. i must get use to few hour of slp, in furture i may not have the time to slp liao wor.. haha.. die liao can slp mah..now slp so much for what.. haha.. also suddenlly miss my sis.. haha.. actually is not miss.. is want to jio you dry swim.. haha.. hand itch le.. lol.. and want to make my nite into sleepless nite lor.. haha..

4/10/05

2005-10-05T13:14:00.000+08:00

last night si bei down, haha.. leave my company at 11pm plus reach bishan at 12 plus lor.. go down at the wrong stop. NA BEI!! no bus.. bo bian lor, walk home only reach home at 3 plus.. lol.. siong bo.. haha.. some more cannot walk very fast because of my wound.. sian.. just wake up only haha.. today is another day must fight for this week.. time is running out now..

3/10/05

2005-10-04T00:13:00.000+08:00

haha.. always blog around this time.. bloging what happen yesterday only.. too busy la.. bo bian.. lol.. today went to marina south have steam boat for MR howard's birthday.. hahaha.. then in the day time rest at home lor.. when i work up, wa piang 1pm leh.. 1st time sia.. haha.. maybe these few day, is either never slp or come home later wake up early ba.. but i like it.. maybe i just don't like to be at home and want to keep myself busy ba. the feeling of been busy the whole day is great.. don't have to think so much things and also a good time to rest my mind ba..

2/10/05

2005-10-03T00:30:00.000+08:00

finally, today we come to the end of PSC. I finally can make it to support the students.. yeah.. hearing the process and test they undertake, i feel burning hot.. i want to burn forever and moving towards my goals in life.. saw MR shawn.. haha.. finally we had a chance to talk.. wow, the last time we talk is like almost 2 years ago ba.. haha.. learn afew things from him.. yeah.. thanks alot.. it may be a few things, but from there i know what can i do next.. hehe.. then had dinner with MR melvin and MR gary.. hum.. never eated for thewhole day lor.. haha.. today seeing ryan found a new life i feel great.. yeah.. can share with you more liao.. hehe... all the 9th PSC students, must burning hot for your whole life wor.. jiayo jiayo jiayo!!

1/10/05

2005-10-03T00:17:00.000+08:00

haiz.. bo bian, these 2 days too busy le.. haha.. so must blog 2 times now.. haha.. 1st day of PSC, haiz.. too bad, my wound was in great pain that i could not go out only until mid night and went drinking hehe.... don't know if my wound will get infection or not.. haha.. don't care la.. lol.. then reach home at 7 plus ba.. haha..

30/09/05

2005-10-01T00:43:00.000+08:00

the most painful day, haiz.. today work up quite late also la.. sian.. then my wound dame pain lor.. went to city hall met friends and the more i walked, the pain is getting out of hand lor.. wa kao.. sian..
then just reach home at about 1240 midnight lor.. haha.. everyday like that liao.. lol.. i like this kind of life.. yeah.. sorry ryan, can't see you off tml for your PSC. make this 2 days the changing moment of your life.. just do it.. jia yo.. put in your 101% at least.

29/09/05

2005-09-30T00:11:00.000+08:00

today hum.. was aslp until 1100 ba, turning into a pig liao.. haiz.. today after a day event, some things happen. making me found out that i was all along in the wrong.. i need to reflect on it man.. i get to see more clearly about my problem now..

28/09/05

2005-09-29T10:53:00.000+08:00

tireding day after the "tong siao" dry swim, haha.. that's why only today can blog..too bad we cannot win cab fare leh sis, sian.. haha.. nvm, at least you got win during a period of time. lol. went to town with chalene and juming for lunch. Then meet other friend to go for a walk, but end up feel sleepy.. go for coffee instead.. met ryan and drink together.. haha.. YES!! our first SDM. had alot of infor in this meeting and finally, I AM BACK.. haha.. then melvin make fun of me sia.. say friday have to pray..na bei, sian sia.. nvm.. it's ok.. haha.. reach home at around 1215.. haha.. back to those days in the fighting liao.. yeah..

haiz.. a really bo liao day

2005-09-27T16:32:00.000+08:00

today slp at 5am.. was in pain la, sian.. then watch VCD until going to slp.. until 2pm like that.. haha.. whloe day like that gone liao lor.. later going to dry swim liao wor.. haha.. too long never swim liao.. haiz.. too bad cannot earn some pocket money thought it.. sian.. very down, kind of feel cheated liao that.. na bei.. sian.. nvm, that's not important anymore.. get to business and only business..

yeah!!! nothing happen

2005-09-26T23:13:00.000+08:00

haha.. morning wake up that time wound pain sia.. na bei!! then when going out that time pain again ni na bei!! then manage to reach school then check on my wound.. na bei, heng nothing happen.. LOL.. haha.. then during the day had a feeling of wound crack le.. then after the tour, i went to check again.. ni na bei la, nothing happen le.. hahaha... :) yes!! along my way to causeway point. mr melvin called, yes! SDM wor.. haha.. OMINSCIENT!! I AM BACK!!! HAAHA... let fight a beautiful war.. Then went causeway point meet my friend walk around and wondering about haha.. reach home at around 2250.. haha.. sian.. walk about the whole day liao le.. must sleep le.. hehe... BROs, I AM BACK!!! still looking for myself... haiz.. hope you can help me this time BROs.. I lost my "pillar".

YES!! tml try to go out

2005-09-25T23:00:00.000+08:00

YES!! tml have to go sch.. yeah.. but abit afraid that my wound will crack again.. haiz.. just take the risk lor.. can't stand at home le.. yeah.. chalene is back.. haha.. can go out turn nuts together liao wor.. haha.. she taking over me for the thursday activitie, thanks wor. bo bian.. i also don't want this to happen de.. :( haha.. anyway hope you will guys will be free on 1st oct wor.. haha.. quite some time never go out together le.. we 3 must really go crazy man.. haha.. if tml nothing happen to my wound la.. haha.. yeah.. BROs and SISTERs, I AM BACK!!! if tml nothing happen, i will hack care the MC liao wor.. haha!!!! yeah!! :) i want to fight the battle !!

4 more days

2005-09-24T15:36:00.000+08:00

sorry Farhan, i could not go to company today to support you.. but i am still fighting with you.. remember your goals and just go all out for it.. ryan will be there :) to my BROs and SISTERs,

。我做的是对的！是好的！我不相信我会失败！！

。头可破，血可流，成功不可不追求！！！

lets support each other to the road we want..

OMNISCIENT!!! 加油加油加油！

another sian day. 23/09/05

2005-09-23T13:26:00.000+08:00

5 1/2 more days, sian.. was reading mr alexx's blog abt PSC, suddenlly thinking alot abt my past. tears almost droping.. thinking abt how i undergo this PSC course.. really feel like crying.. because of this course, i become a person with emotion.. it's a good thing actually.. but thinking abt it, it also affected me now.. sadness, lonelyness, thinking of someone.. i may found back my fighting sprite, but i am still looking for myself.. the strength i had when i fought for SEI within 3 days.. i just could't find back that strength.. things happen recently had bring me down.. i am just lost.. 为爱而战，成为爱而死。为爱希牲，为爱流泪，为她而战，她不知情，我以心碎，何时平息？my chinese need to improve on.. haiz.. but don't know why i just want to express it out.. i keep it to myself for too long.. i update later at nite ba..
haha, second part of the blog liao.. haha.. really bo liao lor.. nothing to do.. 1 asked me out tml for a drink, but cannot drink.. 1 ask me out for dinner, scare move too much wound crack again.. AH!!!! sian.. what to do.. suddenlly listening to my fav song.. haiz.. not again, nvm.. soon will get used to it de.. got ppl say i always complain in my blog.. haha. true lor, cos, only can complain this way mah.. can't find a good listening ears also..just have to type out lor..

6 more days

2005-09-22T20:14:00.000+08:00

yeah, 6 more days. i will be out in the field again to join in the war.. haiz.. too bad this sunday cannot go furama hotel le.. wa lau ... bo bian, stop by mr melvin from going.. really wish to see you bros and sisters lor.. and find my almost lost good friend from Empire Dreams, mr shawn wor.. haha.. too bad i have to give it a miss leh.. must get me the VCD of the event wor.. i want to join in the war quick and go to China.. haha.. after NS best, by then i should get some freedom of life liao eh.. haha.. Empire!! yes!! Bros and Sisters, i'll be back in 6 days.. miss me mah? haha.. i am resting for the battle wor, don't ever think i am slacking.. RYAN, not until the last min, no one can claim to be winner.. just watch your back wor.. because i am JIMMY ANG.. haha.. time to show you the fighting sprite i found back during this break.. haha.. I AM BACK!! see you on the field guys.. haha..

SIAN AH!!!

2005-09-21T22:07:00.000+08:00

today whole day do nothing lor.. sian.. 7 more days to go.. haiz... must recover soon and fight again.. then must go out.. haha.. 1 person must ask out is my meimei chalene wor.. christina i won't forget you de wor.. haha.. heng these 2 days got you pei me.. haha.. thanks.. also got nothing to say.. cos really do nothing.. sian.. cya, soon i will get back to fight the battle with my bros again.. I WILL BE BACK!! jai yo jia yo jia yo..

haiz...

2005-09-20T19:58:00.000+08:00

today is a boring day to me.. lifeless, can't go out also.. and last nite heard somthing that, i completly no mood also.. haiz.. don't know why like that.. am i that bad? why i can't compare to him? haiz.. went for surgery yeasterday, and today my wound crack.. have to go back to hospital to restitch.. sian.. dame pain lor.. haiz.. 8 days MC, cannot go out.. sian.. i want to die.. sorry to my NTI's bro and sis, i can fight for the time being. don't worry, i will be BACK and see you all at the top man.SEE YOU GUYS AT "FEN SHENG BAN". maybe, i just have to concertrat on my biz first, and hope she will consider ba.. haiz.. now alone at home, keep thinking of things.. can't even go out and keep myself busy.. for 8 days living hell.. lucky today christaina quite free and msging me lo, heng got ju ming around in msn wor.. haha.. thanks.. and yin jia.. haha.. haiz.. althought now is sadness.. but seeing friends around me, being with me when i am down.. thanks.. but i still ---- her.. haiz.. these 8 days i will be dame sian wor.. if can, must visit me wor. my sisters.. ai ya, u all stay jurong de.. comfirm too lazy to cum.. haha.. nvm.. feel free to chat with me wor.. RYAN, remember what we want at end of this mth.. i actually don't want to win you de wor.. pls, don't let me win you.. haha.. go ahead and made more money than me.. :)

today so nice..

2005-09-18T22:52:00.000+08:00

haah.. today went to company and met ryan lor.. then we went to lunch with xing yi and ranji also.. haha.. not bad le.. next time go there often wor.. wa... ryan not bad sia, making $500+ in a week.. haha.. that's the way man bro, we should have this kind of income as our LESSEST income wor.. min must make that money hor. DEREK!!! when are you coming to join us the fun man.. 1 week $500 not enough de, we together make it $1,000 la.. haha.. 1 mth $4,000 still ok what.. haha.. wondering how we can make such money rite? ask me la.. I tell you all more lor.. haha.. then evening we went to P.S to watch one more chance.. so nice.. haha.. saw yin jia, mei bing and siew ping there.. haah.. watch movie like go visit friends like that.. yin jia call me sway lang somemore.. haiz.. always like that de..

17/09/05

2005-09-18T00:59:00.000+08:00

today went to help out in orientering comperition at BCTC, haha.. reach there around 0715.. then i first 1 to reach lo, jerome hor, not fly me aeroplane or late de.. haiz.. haha.. end up went there like do nothing lo.. haiz.. whole day go there do nothing will also tired de lor.. haha.. thensaw zhi han there guarding water point. haha.. chated with him.. then like that half a day gone lor.. then went to company for awhile then went home change, and go to company again.. slp in bus lo.. almost miss the bus stop.. haha.. reach home slp liao.. haha.. now wake up, chatting on phone and bloging lo.. haha cya..

happy sia, today

2005-09-16T21:56:00.000+08:00

morning wake up and slack at home wor.. then 1100 meet chalene to study for PPV exam.. so happy, last paper le.. i study until want to slp lor.. haiz.. then go blk 56 for my paper.. start at 2pm end at 4pm.. i took just nice 2h to finish the paper lor.. 1st question i took 45min lor.. lucky next question i can do very fast took me 20min only then last 2 question just nice can finish.. lucky sia.. then rush to bedok north sec. haha.. the part Ds ORD lo.. they were the last batch of part A trained by me last time de.. now the whole company don't really know who is jimmy ang liao lo.. down.. but nvm, see them grow up from part a to d.. i am happy for them too.. we sabo the part c, diam them and bomb them, hit them with eggs and floor, water holse.. haha.. crazy fight. then now reach home le.. haah. simple day but good.

today not bad

2005-09-15T20:53:00.000+08:00

today i as normal lor, go to sch reach there at 0800 meeting chalene at atrium to study for fire enginering exam paper.. then past few days very hyper le.. then last nite have a good slp only.. end up feel sleepy lor. then asked ju ming buy coffee for me at canteen 2 which i never teast the coffee there before also.. wa.. so nice.. next time must go there drink liao.. haha.. then yin jia from next table, shout "sway lang" wa piang.. sian.. cos she calling me with that name de .. haiz.. chated with them awhile then go to convention centar for exam lor.. haha.. 700+ seat le.. wa kao.. so many ppl lor.. then we leave our bag in the front mah.. i am the first 1 to leave the hall lor.. and i was at the front there for 5 min, "na bei, where is my bag? which 1 sia" haha.. then found mine in the end.. haha.. then waited for chalene for lunch b4 study for tml's property valuation paper lor.. then saw matthew, wee wah, jun jie.. then we eat together la. haha. then they jio me play dota lor.. haiz.. sorry chalene.. hehe.. then play liao rush back le, they go home le.. pan seh me lor.. wa lau.. hao jie mei like that de.. :( then bo bian, take bus to shanton way meet ryan for his appt.. haiz.. in the end cancled.. na bei, rush there do nothing lor.. then we see how i can promote to director lor.. then it's like 840 bc!! lor.. he say can be done by this cuming christmas. na bei, u think what sell durain huh.. lol.. but then hor.. if that happen hor.. he like earn enough to pay like 15% of my subaru sti car lor.. hahaha.. so made that money liao, know what to do hor.. i like blue colour 1 hor.. down payment 10% only, so left with 15k like that can buy your dream car.. lol.. hehe hui zhong ren hor.. haha.. then like that lor.. tml meeting chalene at 1100 at sch.. pan seh me le.. down lor.. haha.. nvm.. still my hao mei mei.. own me a meal only lor.. haha..

today huh.. got high and low wor..

2005-09-14T19:31:00.000+08:00

today worke up at 0630 lor... got a morning call le.. yeah, so happy.. even shower while talking on phone wor.. pro mah? haha... then chalene morning call me later also.. lucky she called early then chalene wor.. wait for you, i will be late for my exam paper lor.. haha.. sorry, but thanks anyway, sis.. she is still the greatest.too bad for you sis. hhaahaha.. then take bus to sch at ang mo kio there saw K.K then take 74 together lor.. study on bus le, then he end up sleeping and i half way also sleep.. haha.. then i have to wake k.k up lo.. hehe.. then with chalene at atrium studying, everytime study cannot get in de.. but this morning feel very gd and happy lor.. thank you wor.. that's why morning study in bus can get somthing into my head.. haha.. then the paper dame hard lor.. na bei.. might fail le.. siao liao lor.. nvm, after that went somewhere then on my way ask chalene if want to study together mah.. haha.. want me from east side go to west side meet her lo.. want me die sia.. haha.. then end up meet in town at orchard lib there.. she treat me a cup of peach tea at mose burger wor.. so nice of you.. thanks.. my gd sis. :) don't know why, always with u sway or what.. go where study also kanna chase out de.. haiz.. the lib cafe lor.. sian.. then end up at coffee bean study at around 1230 lo.. until 1740 like that le.. so long, surprise man.. haha.. bo bian feeling sleepy liao.. and almost done anyway.. haha.. very stress these few days lor.. must really relax my mind le.. then half of my dinner almost done there lor.. it's free.. know why? cos we went ngee ann city there sample the moon cake lor.. haha.. then got 1 hor.. snow skin chlocrate (spell worng) favour de lor.. then got brandy teast le.. so nice.. the price also nice lor.. haha.. but worth it la.. haha.. too bad no money to buy le.. then intend to take train home de lo. got there liao.. sian.. wallet no money le.. down.. have to take bus and it's like go round and round de lor.. sian.. nvm.. get to reach home and blog le.. haha.. now alone lor.. scare stress come back again.. AH... finding ways to clam my mind.. exam finish liao, got some other things to stress lor.. sian.. feel like taking sleeping pills le.. k la, bye.. and thanks alot.. espically YOU wor.

hello, today not so bad..

2005-09-13T21:08:00.000+08:00

today wake up at 0555 lor, doing something as normal lor, then after slp and rest for a while, smsing, hehe... kind of happy.. weee... then study my ABN, but cannot go into my head lor.. stress!!! then went to CGH for a check up lor, it's between us wor, nobody will know de.. hehe.. won't tell you all.. haha.. lol.. then after that go home then Ng kum called me and ask me out lor, then just went out for lunch at bugis.. hehe.. he treat me lor.. thanks bro, :) then when i wanted to go home study again but he won't let me off le, then want to drink beer with me, afternoon drink le.. haiz.. then last glass we 1 shot drink all.. haha.. then we went to temple to pray, and draw lot.. erm.. i pick a quite a good lot lor.. won't let you all know what i asked for.. hehe.. then after meet my friends to watch movie at tampines "the cave".. quite nice lor.. hum.. still ok lar.. not too bad de. then go home lor.. reach home le, typing this blog le.. half way tried to study but end up slping.. sian.. tml paper fail have to repeat modlue le, very scare lor.. haha.. today is someone birthday wor.. happy birthday wor..

a VERY SIAN day

2005-09-12T13:36:00.000+08:00

today like almost never slp, slp at 1am wake up at 3am.. sian.. lied on bed until 4.30 then wear my NO.3 going to karaji war cemerty there stay there for less then one hour lor.. piang, go there like for nothing, 1 friend suppost to go with me de, 0700 still at home. na bei, fly me aeroplane. haiz.. nvm, at least he offer to treat me a meal.. hehe.. you this time siao liao.. then reach home at abt 0900 ba, then doing nothing, lucky i finish download "national trasure" movie liao le, then watch until 1130 go out buy a card then reach home start writing the bday card lor. sept alot of my friends bday sia.. sending sms to wish them hapy birthday.. and now seem abit too early to blog lor, but anyway, really sian lor. no mood to study for exams also. haiz.. recently feeling down, stress. almost going crazy le.. feeling like killing someone de.. hahaha.. just nice, finish put up the tag board for this blog lor, then now bloging.. also don't know what to say.. last nite my sec sch friend talked to me in msn sia, remember our happy past.. haha.. but still feeling sux lor.. until now le, no mood to slp also.. sian.. dame sian.. ah!!! anyway, happy birthday to my friends on sept wor.. espically *YOU wor..

hello, first time doing blog wor

2005-09-11T11:51:00.000+08:00

haha.. yes!! finally got a username nobody have de le... haiz.. just came back from BBQ at east coast lor.. and still very hyper le.. never slp the whole night somemore.. haiz.. happy and down also la.. nvm la.. someone happy can le.. know what, now feel very uneasy lor... afew things la, and 1 thing is i lost somthing le, now still cannot find, si bei down.